Going Home

We're pulling back into homeport tomorrow. I'm not looking forward to it... not anymore. We are pulling in in the afternoon. All the families are going to be on the pier... but not mine. Yeah, Kendra is not going to be there waiting for me. She is still back in OH. Don't get me wrong, she needs to be there. I just don't understand all the situations that God gives me in my life.

I miss her so much. How I long to hold her and let her know that I love her. You can only do so much over a phone. "It's only another two months"... little do they know that I can't wait another two months to be with her.